I feel like I’m on the brink of a breakthrough…. I’m not sure what, but I can feel it on the horizon. A feeling that I just need to hang in there because something great is coming.
I spent the year OBSESSED with making sure my decision to leave religion behind was the right one. I was so obsessed I could hardly pay attention to anything else. So much reading and studying and pondering. I felt anger and disappointment, while also feeling the most liberated I’ve ever felt, mostly from all the religious guilt I used to carry around as well. To all of you who have had to listen to me talk about it all year long I am sorry for being such a broken record. I can’t promise the topic will go away, but I am going to try to decrease the frequency.
I am ready for a new obsession, I think I want to just throw myself into my hobbies. Focus on getting more out of every day. I want to obsess about getting more healthy and happy. I want to make this a great year.
I want to make my breakthrough. I want to make some dreams come true.
It’s day one…..